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Monday, October 16, 2006
Hai.. Tis few days com dwn so nv come in n blog.. During the com is dwn, alot of thing had happen.. Very very sad.. Then wanna come in n blog to let go.. But com dwn.. Idiot man..
Sat morning went swimming wit si ting then again i'm late.. Dunno y everytime meet ppl i will late lor.. Sian.. Then nvm.. In the bus then i told her abt tat guy lor.. Then i sms him but he no reply lor then i gtt abit sad le lor coz tis nt the first time ppl meet le mi n dun contact mi lor.. I dunno y sia.. Did i look very very ugly to let them do it to mi?? Anyway, Reach swimming we saw alot of ppl and we was lk OMG!! hw to swimming?? But end up we sit dwn thr onm the chairs for abt 10 - 15 mins then we decide to go dwn n swimming.. The water is so coldwhich actually shd b warm coz early in the mrn at 9+am lei.. Then we stay put in 1 comer wait until thr is lesser ppl then swim.. Then we swim for awhile then stop, soak in water then swim again then stop.. Most our time thr is soaking water n chat.. Then we saw yandao.. lolx.. Then we go bath n went hm.. We went to hougang mall to eat but si ting nt enough time le, so we packet lor.. I packet hm she packet go wrk.. Then reach hm, eat le watch tv then sleep for awhile.. Then actually nite shd go daikin de chalet but end up go resturant to eat wit my bf n his fren as his best buddy bd.. After eating send his buddy mum hm n his parent hm then we went bouna vista thr to drink n relax then kanna bit by dunno which inset unitl make my leg swallon the next day.. Scary man.. Hai.. Until nw the same n oso very itcy..
Then sun mrn my bf wake mi up to go eat breakfast but can oso consider lunch coz is at 11+am le.. Then i was very tired n was lk dun wan to wake up but then he angry le so faster wake up lor.. Then we went to xin fu resturant at Toa payoh to eat dian xin lor.. Then at thr eat for almost 2 hrs.. Then reach hm abt 3+pm, rest for awhile went to bath n meet ting ting.. Once again i was late.. Wahahahaha.. Then we went to ACM actually to see lucify perform de but end up too tired to wake until 8pm then went to meet si ting to eat at nearby wit regina.. Then i meet up si ting first then complain to her again tat guy no reply mi.. Hai.. Sad ar.. I nt sad tat i lose a guy fren is sad tat tat was the 2nd guy who treat mi lk tat which i dunno y lei.. Hai.. Dun feel lk meeting others ppl le.. Then we went to the punggol lasi lemak thr n eat. I eat hokkien mee n they eat chee chong fun.. Then i ask my bf to fetch us to hougang interchange to buy bus stamp first then regina went hm frm thr n si ting i lobang her back coz we will pass by her area..
Then reach hm then come is ok le but i lazy to type blogger so went to bad n slp le.. As 2day the first day of sch oso.. Then 2day went sch very early.. Then we gt 30 mins break we all went canteen, some eat some drink.. Then i went to every table to c wat they chatting n hw they doing.. Try to making myself busy so i won't tink of tat ting again.. If nt very sad de.. Hai.. But end up we went for another lesson, then at the lesson i feel lk crying again.. Feeling then alot of thing lk change.. Lk i nt belonging to thr.. Then i msg wei hong n tell him.. He is the only one who hear alot of my thing.. Lolxx.. N nv nv contact mi after meeting mi.. Then i sms him n tell him then the more i tell him then more i feel lk crying.. Hai.. But he helped mi nt si many onli will say dun tink too much lar all tat lar.. But i end up oso tink.. Lolxx.. But anyway thanks to him, if nt i won't hv anyone to tok to.. Hehe.. Then juz get to noe even i can wrk on mon n fri oso no use coz they got enough ppl oso.. Sad sia~~~
Nw everytime pass by those place whr give mi sad memories i will feel lk crying.. I rather they dun step into my life.. Once they step even for a fews day i will hurt alot alot alot de.. Coz i toooooo emotional.. I dun lk it lor... Coz oso my fren cycle very very small.. If i wan find ppl go out very very hard oso.. They will say lar, dun wan lar no money or dun wan lar, want to rest at hm to watch shw but other ppl ask them out they sure go de.. Hai.. Coz i nt tat popular or nt gd enough to go out wit them.. So sometime go out wit them i will keep quite.. Dunno y oso.. Hai..
Nw the onli i wish is to slim dwn.. Save money to go shopping n buy clothes n make up.. But nw no wrk le.. Dunno y to take money to save all tat.. Hai..
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5:44 PM
