Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Hai... Again!!!
2day no one informed mi to reach sch at 10am cause we hv to attend talk but luckily i nid to go sch early to take my sw theory test but end up oso nv do coz by the time reach sch teacher say he nt free le..
Then told her abt F le then hoping tt she will help mi find out but end up i juz online n saw her online so i ask her gt help mi ask ma then she log off le. Try to call her hp but no ans n end up she send a sms saying nt to call or msg her b4 10am n after 1pm as she nid alot of rest.. Y she msg put lk tat?? Did i offend her or disturb her too much?? But i thought we were close fren?? Mayb it's true tat dun too reliant on fren too much..
Hai.. Saw her msg i feel very very sad.. Mayb i too emo..
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11:13 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
So
SAD n
ANGRY 2day..
ANGRY abt F.. Juz give her things to type for our case study then she give mi a nt happy face.. Hey come on lar!!! It's a grp work lei.. Dun expect mi to do ALL.. In class most of the work is i do le lei even i no come then lesson, u all oso pass the wrk here n thr end up i do.. Wat the HELL??? I do oso won't get marks coz i no come sch for the case study.. She onli noe hw to take mirror n sqeuze her pimple if nt take out nail clipper the cut her nails.. Wat esle she noe hw to do?? Dun even wan to contribute..
SAD abt everyone in my class.. Seems lk during our last holiday or 1 wk b4 our last holiday start,
gt ppl BACKSTAB mi sia.. Coz frm sch reopen, every1 lk treat mi as a stranger until nw.. I feeling very very
SAD n dun wan to go sch anymore.. I rmb i nv talk bad abt anyone nor offended anyone as i mostly pon in sch..
Very hard to work n chat wit ppl in tis kind of case.. Really can't tahan tis kind of feeling.. Sometime feeling lk crying out in class.. Y he so fast quit n go in army le?? No one can talk to le.. I onli wan to have alot of fren,
I DUN LK TO B ALONE...
CAN ANYONE TELL MI WAT HAPPEN???
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7:05 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Ytd dreamt alot.. Saw my fav C n 1 more macho.. All dun hv D.. Hai.. I really miss C alot but too bad C gt someone else.. Later gg hm eat steamboat coz tml is v day in chi calender but tml my bf here oso hv party so choose 2day to eat.. Ytd MC n 2day overslept.. Hai..
Nw i onli wish to see C on the road or pass by him oso ok.. I tink i nt a gd ger as i alr hv him but still missing other ppl..
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4:25 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Wa.. Gt 2 months no come in blog nor see my blog le worx.. Haha.. As usual gt alot of thing wanna say but end up bf at hm.. Haha.. Busy wrking for tis 2 months then by the time i reach hm is alr very tired + he's at hm..
CNY eve very busy.. Mrn no go sch coz of tat person ask her go call teacher n c wat time the performances ends so i can go sch for lesson but end up no call mi.. But end up i heard thr's no lesson oso.. Then mrn go GC pass the shrimp roll to linda n chat wit her n i found out she n lena resigning.. Tat ass mgr sure nid to find ppl le.. Haha.. (finding mi more bad, lolx) Then went to amk hub help my tj buy 4d which is damn long queue then after go ntuc buy box to put my small small thing. Went back my bf hse pack the box then wait for bf come hm to fetch mi to take the pre order duck but last min he ask mi go myself... Reach thr alr gt very long queue AGAIN.. Waited for abt 2 hrs for it.. OMG!! Tat day keep on queueing for a very long time plus i'm ALONE!!!! But wen i in the top 10 ppl waiting, my bf come accom mi then the queue suddenly more faster.. Haha.. Then went to ah ma hse for dinner..
3 days of cny went for moive at late nite.. Watched all the 3 new movies which is out on the same day.. So far my cny nt bad lar.. But AB lesser money.. Haha.. Then sun nite msg my mgr say wan to stop wrk until i grad which is in mar..
2day TT gt come sch then as usual tt idiot will onli keep on toking to her onli n treat mi transparent... F***ing h*** if no TT she hw i gg to treat her.. She wan she still can find LL or ST wat.. She onli treat tis 2 beta if TT no come wat.. Wat am i to her?? Onli a pcs of SH** but 2day funny is tat she oso treat mi diff, lk ytd she nv wait for mi n leave the classrm wit her then walk away w/o asking mi wanna go le ma.. Then 2day oso the same.. Lk i offended her sia.. Tat idiot reach the classrm for a/c, nv even bother to go take bk then sit dwn thr waiting for mi to take since my bk is in the locker then i take le actually wan throw her bk at her desk but heng she bring laptop if nt i really throw her bk on the table.. Wen after sch she go put back the bks, she nv even wait nor ask mi wanna put my bk ma n juz lock the locker.. F*** tat's my locker let u keep ur bks inside then nv even wait for mi to put my bk first..
She beta dun provoke mi, if she does, she's gonna die.. Still rmb she said tis sen b4 "if we fight, i sure lose her" let's wait n see who lose.. I'm lazy, nt fierce n dun lk to fight(in speaking) back doesn't mean i'm nt gd in fighting ok.. Dun look dwn at ppl hor.. Onli child so wat?? Spoil brat!!!
Dun noe wat happen to mi n ST.. Nwadays we no tok to each other, no meet each other.. We seems to b a stranger n seems lk something happen wit us lk i offended her during the holiday!!! But i lk did nth.. am i really a very suay ppl?? everytime no gd thing happen to mi.. ML lk tat, ST oso even TT.. Hai.. Wat happen?? I feel lk drifting away frm all the ppl i use to chat, joke, go out wit.. All i feel is tat i offended them.. If nt gt ppl anyhw tok abt mi behind my back....
Hai.. Dun noe wat to say le lar.. All the way no mood.. Onli feel lk crying or leave tis place.. It's true in which ppl say, very hard to find a close fren.. Even i onli wan find 1 close fren oso dun hv..
Nw i onli gt few wishes..
1) Be Happy
2) Less Problem
3) Some Luck
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3:26 PM
